
Retreat Experiences

Darkness Retreat or Ayahuasca: What’s the Difference?
August 7, 2026
Aaron Rodgers is in the headlines once again and we are constantly proud of his continuous work in the silence. This time it's not a ceremony in the jungle. It's reported contract terms with the Pittsburgh Steelers that would give him offseason time for a darkness retreat instead of a standard team program, as he…

Meet Braden Summers "The greatest gift I never knew I needed was learning to trust the flow of life." One of the greatest gifts of this community is realizing that while each journey is deeply personal, none of us walk it alone. Every month, we'll be highlighting one of our Alumni, sharing their story, the…

His Journey: NFL’s Adrian Colbert
June 10, 2026
NFL's Adrian Colbert Finds Healing with Ayahuasca at Behold Retreats From the NFL Field to the Costa Rican Jungle: Adrian Colbert's Journey of Self-Discovery For 21 years, NFL safety Adrian Colbert carried a weight that no amount of training, no victory on the field, and no accolade could lift. It was the burden of not…

His Journey: NFL’s Von Miller’s
June 10, 2026
NFL Star Von Miller & His Ayahuasca Retreat: Pausing for his Soul The National Football League is an esteemed world that praises endurance, where pushing forward is the only path that's taught, where doubling down is often the only option. It can be a rewarding life path, but also a tough one. On the body,…

His Journey: NFL’s Jordan Poyer
June 10, 2026
Jordan Poyer's journey from an NFL all-star to a seeker of self through Ayahuasca is a powerful tale of transformation, reflection, and growth. Once a seventh-round pick from Oregon State, Poyer has not only made his mark on the field as one of the NFL's most respected players but also embarked on a profound personal…

His Journey: NFL’s Aaron Rodgers
June 10, 2026
NFL Aaron Rodgers’ Journey with Ayahuasca: Transformation, Healing, and the Power of Surrender In a world where elite athletes are often defined by their physical strength and mental toughness, NFL's Aaron Rodgers stands out not only for his skill on the field but also for his willingness to explore the deeper realms of his personal…

Bufo is slowly growing in popularity as Bryan Johnson live streamed his intense and powerful experience with the toad. However, we really stress the importance of differentiating that an intense experience is not the same as a properly integrated one. The medicine can open a door, but the real work begins after: how you integrate…

Looking for a safe, expertly-guided Bufo (5-MeO-DMT) Retreat? 5 Reasons to Choose a Private 5-MeO-DMT Retreats (Instead of a Group Experience) Considering a private 5-MeO-DMT retreat instead of a group experience? Is there really be that big of a difference? Absolutely. Group experiences are beautiful in their own way, but when it comes to focused and precise…

Unveiling Aaron Rodgers’ Ayahuasca Journey: A Transformative Experience at Behold Retreats in Costa Rica Netflix has premiered Aaron Rodgers: Enigma, a documentary series offering a rare glimpse into the NFL legend’s life off the field. From recovering from an Achilles injury to a profound exploration of his inner world, the series highlights Aaron’s journey to…

Healing Anxiety & Depression Through Ayahuasca: Science & Personal Stories One of our most asked questions: Does Ayahuasca help with depression? In short, yes, those who take Ayahuasca could see a healing path for depression, but it’s not a straightforward answer. It's not a simple answer because depression itself is not simple. For many, this…

A look at the use of Psychedelics by prominent figures for performance and wellbeing. Psychedelics are more “mainstream” than you probably think. There have been many notable thinkers, creators, and leaders who have experimented or habitually used psychedelics such as Ayahuasca, Psilocybin, and LSD - from scientists, inventors and business figures to writers, painters and…

When choosing Ayahuasca retreats and facilitators, remember. You're putting your consciousness in someone else's hands. Take a look at this video from our founder on choosing your best retreat option. The world is changing. Are you? After nearly 6 decades of prohibition, psychedelics are coming back in a big way, with institutions such as the…

You’ve probably watched a few Netflix documentaries on Ayahuasca (if not, we have curated a full Top Ayahuasca Documentary Films for you here). Maybe you’ve heard about the experiences of a celebrity like Lindsay Lohan with this mind-expanding plant medicine or you’ve read the bestseller How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan. Or perhaps…

Ayahuasca, an ancient plant medicine traditionally used by Indigenous cultures in the Amazon for spiritual and healing purposes, has gained increasing popularity among Westerners seeking profound, life-changing experiences. Among those drawn to its mystical allure are several well-known celebrities, each with their own unique journey through the effects of this potent psychedelic brew. From deep…
